Tuesday, July 26, 2011

everything is fake

it's been a month ever since i moved to cousin house. Her mum asked me to move over so that they can take care of me. I was touched, I thought she's guilty over what had happend few years back. But i'm so so wrong !
Today i accidentally saw her msg, her conversation with the husband. actually before this i alr knew she regretted asking me to move over.She say im complicated, am i ? thanks cousin for standing up for me. really thanks. today i finally realized that im fucking naive! ever since my mum's death, I think family is the most important to me, so i forgive everyone that had once hurt my mum, of course, they are my mum's blood related family. ( fyi, my mum was given away to my current grandfather since young)
I treat them like family, i really do. sad to know that they don't ! Fml srsly.
why am i so naive! everyone around me said that to me, and my reply to them is :" i believe if you treat them sincerely, they will do the same :) 不要把每个人想的那么坏. "
wow, this is really hurtful. Her husband even said :千千( thats what my family call me)不会体谅别人,连他妈他都不体谅. FUCK YOU seriously !
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME SERIOUSLY, BEFORE EVERYTHING ,I DISLIKE U THE MOST, IM JUST TOO LAZY TO SAY WHAT U'VE DONE TO HURT MY MUM. NOW YOU ARE JUDGING ME ! YOU NV TREAT US LIKE FAMILY, YOU BLAME MY MUM FOR SENDING YOUR FUCKING WIFE AND DAUGHTER TO SINGAPORE! WHAT THE FUCK SERISOUSLY! AND AFTER EVERYTHING THAT HAD HAPPEND, I DECIDED TO CHANGE MY OPINION TOWARDS YOU! I WANT TO TREAT YOU AS MY FAMILY. BUT WHAT KIND OF SHIT IM GETTING NOW ! DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK YOU DESERVE TO BE MY UNCLE ?! DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK YOU MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ?! FUCK YOU!

I SWEAR I'LL NEVER EVER GO TO YOUR FAMILY AGAIN! NOT EVEN YOUE FUNERAL. WE ARE NO LONGER FAMILY.JUST GO FUCK YOURSELF! YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS MAN EVER IN THIS WORLD! THAT'S WHY UR FUCKING WIFE CHOOSE TO LEAVE YOU! YOU DESERVE IT JERK. STOP GOING AROUND HURTING MY FEELINGS EVER AGAIN! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME WITH YOUR FUCKING OPINION! IM NOBODY TO YOU!

whatever it is, it got nothing to do with my cousin. She's good&really treat me like a small sister.

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